Just the other day, I had this coversation with Mui Fan, a nice young lady, who works at the Dept. Of Studdent Affairs (DSA) while I was there to submit my testimonial application. It was the cross that I wore which caught her attention enough to engrosses her, but I was also guilty at the same time as I'm neglecting Him all the time now. =( I know, I should spent more time talking to Him. Mark my words, I will from now on.
It's clear enough that whoevers who bears the cross around their neck would be a true Christian but some isn't but I was in between. Probably there's no such thing as half-Christian, but that is what I categorize myself in. It's pretty simple actually, though I find it the opposite way. Ever since seondary (cant remember when exactly in age), He was the one that I believe in. Eventually, a good friend of mine, Pei Ling, who had just converted, was there to guide me through into a deeper motion. She was just great having to get me started into all the Christianity teachings by giving me notes and the greatest of all, a Bible for my 17th birthday present! I was totally speechless, as I didn't had a proper Bible as I constantly borrowed Bible from friends which somehow got to her knowledge! That was totally so kind of her, mind you, it's NOT cheap. Ever since then, the Bible has guided me through so much and a better understanding definitely.
That was how it all began as I began to reminiscence about it while still having the conversation with Mui Fan. Other than Pei Ling, now I can finally know that there is a friend whom I can relate Christianity to. Having to say this now, I believe I should always talk to Him and not only when I needed His help. I know He's always there for me ever since that particular year where my whole life came crashing down, in which I got no one to turn to except Him. HIS presence was able to calm and comfort me in which enbales me to get through my sleepless nights while away from home, where I couldn't share this with anyone on the restrain of communication. HE was all I had at that particular moment. Thank you Jesus. Im always grateful to you ever since the day that I decided to believe in You. =) My life has never got better. You thought me how to be patient by leading me to a right path day by day.
Yes! I still cant call myself a Christian yet. The day has yet to come for me. Im not sure when either but definitely not now. I had to wait for that ONE DAY.
Edit: Oopsie, I left out Matthew whom I know from work at my mum's place. He was also another great friend who not only share his experience but how to get to know God better! We had lost contact ever since but I really hope we do get together in the future as I do miss those days at work with the other colleagues. =)
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