God is great, but life ain't that good..!

Just Friday, the 5th of Sept 08: life has been pretty tough.

It has make me realize sooner than I thought I could endure more
I was not meant to survive this ordeal
Much easier said than done
I really miss home...thinking about what G said,
"Imagine if you're in UK!"
So true, that even I myself cant believe it!

I couldn't stop myself from falling apart
It just happened
Like I used to say, "I was never the same anymore"
She was tough, but 2 years later .....

More mature perhaps but at the same time fragile too
Always tough on the outside but vulnerable emotionally

Tried to convinced herself that she's okay
But its NOT at all okay
Sometimes, its okay not to be okay
Nothing's perfect, BUT you aim for perfection!

"I know you could do it"
That's what he said but does he really know?

Life's a biatch~!