black friday

It is a black friday!

"Two Lost Icon In A Day" "Two Icons for Generation X"

When I read the headlines of the news stating 'Michael's Dead' I was dumb-founded for a while! Is that really true or some kinda joke? Well, it turns out he really is GONE!!

Oh my~ =(
What a day to begin with with the death of a legendary pop icon. Since then, every major websites featured the news of Michael's death! Its tragic! Really. Apparently it was cardiac arrest who got hold of him. And he's only 50!!

Next, tv icon Farah Fawcett.
Or better known as one of the 1970s Charlie's Angels'. She was battling with cancer in which I came across on The Star. A few months back, I last read about her filming a reality tv show about her battle with cancer. It was totally a devastating moment for me although I might not know her that well but it's heartbreaking. They were like from my parent's time. She was 62.

It's still quite difficult to fathom the news of such sudden deaths. Moreover, they were icons! Well, people do come and go. Its the impact of them which they inflict on everyone to such remembrance.

May their souls rest in peace.

*that reminds me of Grandma too. May her soul rest in peace as well. I miss you so much M!*

such good times!

Well, well, well...

A sense of relieve (not so, with one more assignment to go) after the presentation was over!
Finally!

Well, let's just say that it hasn't been going well for me for the last couple of weeks!
Excruciating!

But yea, as it all began to wind down a lil (with things back on track I supposed) and it wasn't so bad afterall (I wish).

Strings of events for Friday 19.6 of 09.
1. Headed to Makansutra with the girls. Was totally a wonderful moment we had earlier on as we managed to submerged ourselves into the calming wind over at Esplanade. It was definitely a moment of relaxation for all of us. Neither of us got our beauty sleep except Karlin! =) But we did enjoy ourselves and giggled for that few hours after that!








2. Finally met Matt online for like after SO long! We had so much to share about the current situations (more to updates actually!)

crossroads.


3. As usual, as a blog reader (blogder), Michelle's blog never fail to keep me entertain =). Pictures! In which both sweetie and Zix were part of it! I miss CQ so much ALL THE TIME but sadly was only a part of them for that 6 months!! How I wish things could be a lot different!!

courtesy of
{ riddle of red;} | the beauty of randomness

just wanna go home..

Again.

I cant sleep. It awful..seriously!
The minute I lie down, Im as wide awake as I can be.
Tired but I just wont sleep!
Help!

Next thing I know, tears rolling down my cheek.

I really want to be in a place where I belong to. Comfortable with.
I don't want to talk to myself anymore.
Im afraid I'll go crazy. Not joking!
Help!

Why is this happening to me?

I miss home.
I dont want to do anything.
I just want to sleep. Can You not take that away from me too?
That's the only thing left of me which keeps me sane!

Please.

I have nothing to look forward for anymore.
I dont know what I want anymore.
I can no longer ignore my feelings anymore.
What more can I do to make myself feel better?


*I didnt want to show my feelings here, but I could no longer bottle up or just keep it. It has become so unfamiliar to me now. I wish for a way to change things. I hate this and I could no longer bear it. Its painful.*