just wanna go home..

Again.

I cant sleep. It awful..seriously!
The minute I lie down, Im as wide awake as I can be.
Tired but I just wont sleep!
Help!

Next thing I know, tears rolling down my cheek.

I really want to be in a place where I belong to. Comfortable with.
I don't want to talk to myself anymore.
Im afraid I'll go crazy. Not joking!
Help!

Why is this happening to me?

I miss home.
I dont want to do anything.
I just want to sleep. Can You not take that away from me too?
That's the only thing left of me which keeps me sane!

Please.

I have nothing to look forward for anymore.
I dont know what I want anymore.
I can no longer ignore my feelings anymore.
What more can I do to make myself feel better?


*I didnt want to show my feelings here, but I could no longer bottle up or just keep it. It has become so unfamiliar to me now. I wish for a way to change things. I hate this and I could no longer bear it. Its painful.*