it shines, thn rains~& it keeps repeating!

WARNING! One of 'those' melancholy post.

As much as I was hoping, it was unevitable.
Pondered over a few entries back and realized that it's more mellow than all rosey.
I wish I could do more happiness.
But that's how it works now.

Within the next two months, guess there wont be much.
Piles of endless research, projects and exam.
Not till January. Sad? Well, too bad.
That's life.

Sometimes, you're left with no options
Or there is, but just that one doesnt want to choose?
Oh well, whatever reasons that is.
Go figure..
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*she wish that she had a choice.
not to go through Christmas with projects, etc.
guess she's left with no choice.
but she'll figure something out.
probably home's the place.
she knows what and how it's going to be like.
which she alway ends up hearing people say "you're thinking too much!"
but she hates to be right even so.
she has nothing to hope for, just that.
simplicity works best for her but never ever comes that simple.
sigh. what else then?
no one's to blame here, but that's not how it supposed to be*