hate having dinner with myself!

Stomach was growling non-stop while I was still at the library!
Embarassing!
=S
So, I headed towards Bugis to grab a quick dinner while Im trying to fight off the cold.

*tap on my shoulder*
There's this China woman who popped out of nowhere introducing me to a modelling thingy in which I thought of sweetie immediately. He was approached by the same type of people a few months ago! What a coincidence. She explained herself and blah..blah..blah.. But I was pretty straight-forward that I gave her my number when she asked me that! DAMN!! And now I'll be harrased by some stranger! Pretty stupid isn't it.

To take my mind off it, I wonder around for a while with an emotion-less face. Mind was total blank.
*why the hell did I gave my number?*
*what am I gonna do?*
*where to have dinner?*
Hmm.

After contemplating for a while (seems forever to me!) with myself, I headed down to Starbucks and grabbed a muffin with my usual Raspberry drink! Dinner fixed!

Need internet seriously! I hate being outside alone! =(

good morning~

Insomnia.

Well, apparenty its making a coming back lately due to irregular sleep patterns. I did tried to make myself sleep but cant. Lots has been going through my mind after the boyfriend's Iphone wont restart! =| Eek!

Strees

Not sure what Im so stress about BUT Im really stress. There's plenty to share. Always have the urge to blog but when Im actually doing it, BLANK! Isnt that stressful..?

School.

It's been a erm..(counting) nearly at the end of May, erm...(still counting) my 3rd week of class in which Im only attending once a week? Being a final year student seems so 'normal' except that its not the kind of school life I expect. Mostly research, assignments, due dates, research, assignments and due dates! How boring can that be but that's life!

Friends.

I miss my dear friends. Not trying to sound paranoid here but Im in need of a group of friends desperately. Matt's leaving this Tuesday and won't be seeing in for the next coming 5 months! It's only FB that Im relying on these days as the instantenous means of communcations with friends in my list. Never could have imagine myself as someone who's DESPERATELY checking her FB account all the time! What kind of life am I living nowadays..?
(which reminds me of Lisa Simpson who's constantly alone when it comes to friends)


I need to get out! But where to..?


(need to sleep so bad as she's got class tomorrow...oh wait, its already Monday morning.)
*explains Monday blues! I hate MONDAYs!!!*

finally...it's done!

Gosh! I've never liked to edit those html! It drives me a lil crazy now. Yes, I know, I may not be smart enough to do it but what the heck? I think I shall get it done once and for all after much attempts of failure!

Finally!

With the right colour and everything, Im truly satisfied with the endless struggling of nearly a few hours now! Tada~ My new blog layout with how it should respect my taste to it! I feel a sense of achivement within me! Haha.

The result is truly amazing as Im so in love with the layout right now! Thanks to Amanda @ Blogger Buster who's behind the wonderful layout! Im as happy as a lil girl who mummy promised to get her favourite ice-cream in which she did! Yay~

(*off to admire yours truly layout!)


p/s: Do you like it too..? =)

empty

A few more days, lil girl's gonna start school. BUT she's way behind classes (nearly 4) and she doesn't know what to expect. Out of no where, a sense of emptiness creeps into her leaving her to ponder her existence in a place where she has been for the past 6 months now. The familiarity of the environment no londer seems to hold up but yet seems to be fading very slowly without her realizing that. How lonely.

Nevertheless, her life was resolve in a whirlwind way which she doesn't even have the time to take 5 and look back to what has been going through. Sadly enough, she longs for the sense of familiarity she used to have all along with her best friend; more to a sister to her. Both girls always make an attempt to catch up with each other no matter what. The shoppings, time spent at Sri Wawasan bridge, and also lotsa other crazy happy times that sustained their friendship this long. Seriously, she's missing her dear girlfriend lately. Very much!

Lately, things has been a lil busy for the girlfriend. As her bestie, she understands well and in fact, it has always been this way. While one is busy, the other isn't. Nothing to fuss about there. We truly understand each other. Sigh. But it seems to her somehow, that all of a sudden, the urgency to be together with the girlfriend seems to surface. At this point of time, it sucks NOT to be with 'the' best friend of yours in which you confide and share everything with her and just be crazy! No doubt, there so much to talk about!

P/S: You're the reason of this post. Couldn't help tearing now! I miss you hun~