it's all in your head!

Dang!

Stop messing with the tiny-yet-already-congested brain of mine PLEASEE...!

Stop transforming me into a person whom Im NOT and loathe to become.

Stop all the nonsense!

*most important of all*

JUST STOP!


p/s: thanks hun =) I owe you lots!

its been a while now..hmm*

On a movie marathon now.

Bride Wars and He's Just Not That Into You.
The latter was just too boring!
Very draggy and too much drama.
Suddenly he's with her, he's not into her, he's your husband and yada yada..
All those sorta stuff makes me stuffed!
And I cant help wondering why is that book one of my must-buy.
WEIRD!!
BUT...
Quite often, most of the book that they tried to make into a movie doesn't turn out the way it seems to be..
SO...
Hmm, I might or might NOT get that book after all.
Go figure..

Talking bout books, that reminds me!
Im officially announcing that Im
DONE
with the Twilight saga books!
FINALLY!!
BUT...
It wasnt how I expect myself to feel after finally finished reading it.
as it was not how I anticipated myself to respond after the ending.
Or maybe too much Google-ing about the storyline
BEFORE I managed to finished it kills the mood/feeling!
Im always that kind-a girl who wants to know the ending when she starts reading,
or some other thing that has an ending.
NO NO NO!
That sounds wrong!
I don't want to know how it ends for certain things.
JUST the movies and books!
Yup, guess that will do for me.

Yea, so I've got no reading materials at the moment.
Probably need to source for new books perhaps?
Im just not like my boy who stocked up his collection
when he's EVEN not done with the current ones.
=b
Just his regular habit I guess?
Don't flipped kay sweetie?! =)

Ouh ouh.
It's our 9th month-sary.
Awesome right?
It's like the period of time for having a baby!
Haha.
I always like to refer nine months to having a baby.
Wonder why?


We had Swensen's
And not forgetting my usual monthly scrapbook for him.
And its pretty amazing.
I did boast once (NOT supposed to) that Im pretty good at artsy stuffs,
but it usually seems karma to me
as I think that God would take that one thing that I know and good at (I do think so!)
and make me feel like Im good for nothing!
So please, please, please, DON'T!
=)

It's 09 September of year 2009.
Finally meet up with the supervisor for the progress of Major Project (MP)
Glad I did meet up with him, it makes me feel motivated somehow.
At least I get it done and over (not over of course!) with.
Now with questionnaires and stuffs.
You don't know how lost I've felt while writing.
Gosh!
I was so miserable to even sit down and motivate myself.
I feel so useless sometimes.
Sigh.
Get a grip girl and priority first!

And and, on that night after I was done with the meeting,
head towards town to get materials
and while on my way back, my boy called..
So, I was at outlet at that very night
merely within closing time.
Well, as usual, I did helped a bit
BUT
Always tell myself not to interfere with their work
I just don't like interfering, that's all.
Obviously I would LOVE to help them out as much as I could
as long Im not imposing on them.
And I suddenly see myself checking the bars' from top to bottom, left to right.
Back to old times eh?
Well, I just cant get rid of that normality that I was
ONCE in-charged of the bar during morning shifts.
Boy, it felt good!
Oh how much I miss being a so-called (under-qualified) barista!
=)

Then I had this massive headache on the way home
AFTER a few shots of tequila!
Damn!
Didn't know that it'll get to my head that way.
Sigh.
Guess its about time to de-stress a lil?
Sorry that you have to see me that way!
Pretty embarassed myself..
*blushed*

So in the mean time, I was thinking about next weekend.
Whether I should be going home or not!
The boyfriend's 'booked' for the whole of next week till
the next following Monday.
Doubting whether I could survive the weekends by myself!
Hmm...
Plus, I need to get a haircut SERIOUSLY.
Still dont see myself getting my first haircut here though.
Yea, Im a girl who stands by her rule!
And badly need supplies of her beauty product.
Yea, you may ask why can't you get there (Merlion city) instead?
Well, Im all with familiarity.
The price might almost round up more or less
BUT
So yea, there's a but there.
Going to do a lil shopping perhaps?
Nothing here suits my taste still.
Only a few.



And yet, the girlfriend's away for the weekend to JB
GREAT!!*
=|
Im in need of a shopping companion!
Arggh~
And I miss her of course
DUH~

bury me alive!

Never have high hopes.
No matter how promising it is or how well the sun shines,
Cause' the next minute, it will definitely turns to dark shades,
followed by the murderous thunders that will make your day
MISERABLE!

The same goes with human emotions. Feelings.
It could just tear you apart when one is so vulnerable when
he/she has set high hopes on a promising day.
On countless days!

Sigh.


-end-

cant wait till its over!

Miss me? No?
=(
Hmm..OKAY! *sigh*

Kay, kay. Reality check.
Sorry for the 'insignificant' post lately. NOT random kay!

Updates...
September's here, and Im SO NOT looking forward to it. Never did!
For the last month itself, I posted the most throughout my entire blog!
Amazing eh? Guess that bloggers got into me somehow! =b

Last year September *reflects*, I was just about to start my internship at the infamous tcc and that's when it all started!
Wow! It has been a year so soon? =(
I still missed and has been missing them so much after leaving.
Only applies to tcc cq! *wink*
Oh boy! All those memories as an intern working with the best people of all.
=)

My month of September started with an exam! Ergh~
How 'great' that is eh?
*hope that I don't flunk it*
Its over! Bleh~

Had dinner with love.
I SO need it, the company of course.
What were you thinking? *wonders*
And the after joke of September!
Haha.
That was fun. But pretty mean eh?
Nevermind, you never fail to cheer me up!
=)
*huggles~