Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Thursday, November 20, 2008
louis13~15th Nov..
~the ultimate gift of all time~
The title says it all! =)
Ever since 15-eleven, things between us has changed entirely. He confessed! Although I was confused at 1st regarding his status at that point, we did manage to overcome it one at a time. Nope, you guessed it wrongly, we're not together yet but it wont be long before soon.
Even till now, I couldnt understand what did he see in me? Honestly, I don't know myself as in what people sees in me. All I can say is that my past relationships has over-shadowed me in order to accept a new guy. But wait! He's attentive, caring, affectionate and most of all, Im starting to fall for him. Just the other day, I mentioned about Jean Paul Gaultier's deisgn for Evian, and voila! My 1st ever limited edition Evian bottle! I've missed out the design from Christian Lacroix last year but this year, I have JPG's instead! Isn't that amazing? Priceless..! I don't know about you, but for me, it's kinda of big deal alright! =b Isn't he a sweetie? We spent time together at Starbucks after dinner indulging in a cuppa while I have the monthly special! Dark Cherry Mocha Frappucinno. Highly recommended!
Plus, the gift mugs there really got me all hyped up together with Gracie as well. Hun, its either Red or White! DECIDE!! =b Or else, I will..!!

At the moment, things between me and him are progressing at a good pace. But...given the fact that we share the same workplace, that proves to be the challenge if we're an item! Even now that we're not, we face hardships already. It's no difference in having a secret affair except that it is NOT! We cant be seen together, we shouldnt be seen being intimate or whatsoever and we have to ACT like NORMAL! Sigh. How long more do I have to endure such misery? Does he feel the same way too? =S
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
such a long time..
The usual; constantly making 'excuse' to myself that Im too tired or whatsoever reasons that I've got at times. But this I have to share here. Well, it's not that I've got myself an avid reader who keeps tab on my entries (only Gracie) but this blog serves a purpose since that I've started it. =)
Here goes.
Many things took place for about like, erm, a month ago? I went back home, take some time to recuperate (not exactly as in really 'recuperate') myself, indulge in things that I want to do and also having fun at the same time.
Was back for a few days to meet up some friends and it got me thinking somehow. Many things has changed and things are way more different now. Ever since being here in a foreign land, I've been learning how to survive in a way. Instead of 4, it has become 6. Guys, if you DO have the time, do visit me here during the holidays. It's lonely to have the idea of spending the holidays all by myself here even though Im working on that day itself. But please, do swing by for a visit or something. It's always good to have familiar faces around.
Now that Im training in the bar area, things are pretty good at the time being. Much more responsibilities given to me in a manner of which they see me being capable of or it's just a way for them to expose me as much as possible given the fact that Im a trainee. Don't get me wrong, Im not complaining. Not even a bit, trust me! Like I told my manager, I will do my best in the best way possible. Oh yeah, Im one of the Christmas decorations' committee alongside with Zix (Chairman) and Aziz who would lead us instead. Theme of the year : Silver Blue.
Talking about the above, that leads to the incident on six-eleven.
Somehow, there's a plan heading to club after work. Given the fact that Im working morning shift all the way that week, I was sceptical whether to follow suit. But the idea of morning shift kills my desire to head along with them. Long story short, I somehow went along with them. To make it even better, I stayed separately in a room with the other 3 guys. One left, 3 stayed. Somehow, I was too drunk (mind you, I was aware of what's happening!) in which Louis and Zix accompanied me. We enjoyed our times together in the early morning where I was awaken by a loud bang at the door; thanks to Zix and decided to have sweet revenge on Louis too. All of us were so caught up that we ended up lying next to each other. Nothing happened alright! We're just much more closer in a way now. Oh, in case I forgot to mentioned, both are attached. =)
No, Im not thinking anything here but it has been such a long time since I had fun! Oh wait, perhaps this is the first! It's not that of a big deal but it was great.




