what shall it be?

Another update (perhaps last) for this year.

Is it me or is it just like every other year?
Everyone's either, blogging, tweeting, FB-ing about the few more days left to 2010. Hmm. Perhaps its just only me. Im the only one not feeling the mood about New Year but it has been like this every year. Nothing to look forward to and DEFINITELY nothing to celebrate about (exception:2000). So yeah, Im just different! =)

Pretty much this holiday season is a bit mundane. With assignments and finals, I still just cant let myself to enjoy. Not just YET! Soon. Mark my words.

Dont believe in making any resolutions cause its not going to be fulfill nor motivate me to achieve. I live by the days with plannings of course.

So, let's see. What shall this blogpost's talk about?

• Recently watched Sherlock Holmes! I must say its pretty awesome of a work by Guy Ritchie but not as exciting as it should have been in the series. Well, it's entirely different and DEFINITELY not based by the books anyway, but still pretty interesting.
  
• Watched Avatar too despite that the trailer gave me a bad impression not to watch it. No offence, but Im just not that type who watched sci-fi and of all, human-alike species are blue. Reminds me of Mystique from X-Men though. Nevertheless, still a good movie but pretty much overrated by those who had watched claiming it to be the 'it' movie of 2009. But wait, isnt it 2012? Well, go figure?
• Hmm. What else?
• Pretty much nothing fun and exciting that I've done lately. Just spending time with Mr. Assignments and the beloved White Apple.
  
• Oh yeah, there is another. Got myself stucked in the middle of Orchard with no knowledge what-so-ever that the 'human' traffic is THAT BAD on Christmas Eve. I vouched NEVER ever to be out on that very day EVER! Why I was there you ask in the first place? Was on my way to the nearest bus stop after dinner and BAM! It was out of nowhere and I definitely see no reason to be stucked there! Sigh.

Em, I guess that sums up everything. Will update in the next post if I left out any. =)

Happy New Year people*

i cant wait!

CHRISTMAS SHOPPING!

With the constraint budget and all, it wont stop me from getting gifts. Afterall, its the season of giving where everything is magical. Its CHRISTMAS for Christ's sake! Time for a lil celebration. =) Don't you agree?

Okay, back to Christmas shopping. Don't have a long list but only two! T.W.O with hell lots of cracking heads just to figure out what to get for one another.

1. First up is the boyfriend. Though he knows what he'll be getting but I wasnt satisfied with the actual gift. It's just not right somehow, like something's missing to make it even more special but what it is? Hmm.. Last year it was just my luck to get him Grand Manier and let's just say I don't repear gifts or at least something similar?
   
2. Who else other than this lovely bestie of mine right? Its that TIME of the YEAR again where we go gaga over Christmas-like stuffs (our favourite: Starbucks) that would make a perfect gift for one another. We would then discuss among ourselves for what seems like ages trying to get the right one. Just this year, both of us doesnt find anything likeable from Starbucks merchandise. Pretty sad. We went over details and stuffs and it was just so difficult this year! Damn. Fret not, hopefully I'll be able to get what she wants.

Happy Christmas shopping ya. =)
p/s: last minute shopping for me!

nothing much about..

*announce* I OFFICIALLY HATE DECEMBER!

Okay. Except the beginning of the month where my spirits are entirely lifted due to Christmas. But then reality hits and everything starts to SINK. REAL DEEP.

Sigh. I know its always such a boring starting line everytime I post for the recent posts. Yes yes, this post wont be all that sappy and stuffs! ABSOLUTELY NOT!!

• Went home sweet home during the weekends. Most porbably I would try to make it back home every two weeks now. It feels AWESOME to be home with Mum & Dad and my annonying brother but it's all good. It never feels better than to own a home and just do nothing; lazing on the couch, read a book, Mum cooked and everything is well-taken care of and I do mean EVERYTHING. Total bliss. =) Speaking of which, IM MISSING HOME ALREADY!
  
• Had an awesome stay-over at Gracie's. Pretty much a disaster with the car problem thingy and the deprivation of our beauty sleep (practically looked like a zombie) but it was a well night spent with one another. Had lots of crap as usual, you know us girls, till the sun comes up. Haha. We woke up pretty early and managed to have breakfast. That was practically about it. She was too caught up with her assigment and without her it's TOTAL BORING to do anything else, so instead I stayed home which is good.
• Deadline for one of the assignments was extended till January's 14 2010! At least not much of a rush but there's FYP and perhaps a Christmas dinner since Mum & probably Gracie coming over too.
• Holiday plans - So far confirmed on Chengdu, China (13th April 2010), still in consideration includes Taiwan in May 2010, and perhaps Bangkok too (January 2010)?

Well, that's all for now ya. NOT going into much details on the ongoing FYP! God bless that I'll be able to finish it by this weekend! MUST MUST MUST! =)

little thoughts

Ever again, the little thoughts in my head speaks more than my actual speech. Really frustrating. Just when Im about to shut my eyes, 'it' would creep out and start pestering me to think about stuffs that happened lately in which I decide to shut them up in reality. Rather than to face them and let them take its own course, they just wont go away.

Eveytime when the urge to blog is there, it always present itself at a VERY wrong timing. After a while, I end up not blogging (more to ranting or maybe sharing) and keeping those thoughts to myself. Sigh. Frustating isnt it?

Slowly in time, it all tend to pile up with none of it solved. Well, it is not something which I can resolve it at once but how I wish. Hmm. Guess Im already all grown up by now. Watched Twilight for the umpteenth time now but it always makes me feel indifferent and lots to think about. Remember that I mentioned before that I've had this quite unusual syptom of mine? Well, it just did. Just cant wait to watch New Moon despite having to read all four already. It just seem more lively to watch than to actually picture it in your mind as one reads on but I still do and very much enjoy reading.

A few more weeks to go and hello 2010. Hmm. Yet another year. Really do hope that whatever than Im going through in present to be on a smooth sail. I wish I could stay tough and strong as I used to be but I end up hurting more, becoming even more fragile. Things cant always go the way I want it to be but yet I believe with the willpower, I can and will achieve it. Yes, and that's life.

Its such a random post than I no longer find it necessary to connect whatever the content is. Those who read this might not get me but it's okay. Im just glad that you do bother to read part of me here. Let's just say, Im not trying to keep it from you but its just my way of telling it or simply just the way Im behaving lately. DO try to understand and assure me that I will always have your company which definitely means a lot to me. Confidence is something that I've lost lately. Therefore, it takes time.

On a happy note, Im finally going back home after 2 months since my last trip. I just miss home. A place where I can find solace. If only Grandma's still here.

humour of the day..

This came through the mail..

1. There are 3 Male and 1 Female pencils in a box.
The Female pencil got pregnant !!
Which Male pencil is responsible?
THE ONE WITHOUT THE RUBBER.

2. Woman in bed with husband's best friend, phone rings!
'YES'.. OK, BYE'.
She turns to her lover and says,
THAT'S MY HUBBY, SAYS HE'S NOW GOLFING WITH YOU.

3. Three Roosters: normal, retarded and a gay.
Normal : cock-a-doodle-dooo !!!
Retarded : doodle-cock-a-dooo !!!
Gay : any-cock-will dooo !!!

4. Three Guys were introduced to a girl.
Hi,...... I'm Peter, not a saint.
I'm Paul not a POPE.
I'm John not a Baptist...
The girl replied.. Hi.. I'm Mary, not a VIRGIN

5. Girlfriends are appetizers. Tastes good at any time.
Mistresses are Tomyams..Hot and spicy. Eaten frequently.
WIVES are Maggie. Eaten when there's nothing to eat.!!!

6. Income Tax office asked a Prostitute why she puts her occupation
as CHICKEN FARMER.
She replied: I RAISED 5,000 COCKS LAST YEAR.!!

7. Yesterday's News :- A nun jogging at Jogger' Park was raped by 4 guys.
Today's News :- Nearly 100 nuns found jogging at the park.

she's only human..

Just when she thought she has what it takes, reality checks in. Can it get any worst?
At this point of time, she really wish to be swallow up and stay that way in insolation. She may have put up a brave front all this while but that's who she is. People who knows her well do understand that she's actually as fragile as an egg.

People see me for who I am but I am not who they think I am.Coming to think of it, I really am not worth for what people credit me. All this while, I do believe I'll strive through it given that Im of late entry but I'm beginning to loose that part of self-confidence. It hit rock bottom. Hard enough to leave me totally numb of an aftershock, not knowing when she will see light again.

She may seem all good on the outside but doubt that it will be the same inside. Short to say, she's a walking zombie! Well, not exactly but close. She'll live but on a daily basis with an empty shell.

p/s: thanks hun for cheering me up with your post-clubbing story. huggles~
and cissy for her comforting shoulder when I couldnt hold it any longer
last but not least, I enjoyed 'camping' sweetie =)